yup, it actually happened.

so, erikka is married. yup my friend from freshman year is MARRIED!! ahhh. so great. my mind is having a hard time comprehending it though. haha. but i tend to be like that. i have to say things out loud so many times, and even then i don't think it actually sinks in. haha. so if you see me in the near future i may say something like "oh my gosh, erikka is married. i can't believe it!"... a few times while i'm in your presence.

in other news, the toast went well...nerves and all :)

back to camp tonight to start another summer.

goodbye to chicago for a while...

holy heat!

i don't know if you're supposed to blog about the weather...but it's so hot here. i feel like i'm slowly melting away into nothing. it's gross. and i couldn't sleep, boo.

i sweat the small stuff..and the big stuff.

i'm overwhelmed. it's that simple. i get so jealous of those people who can just say "don't worry about it, it'll be fine" because i've never been able to think like that. i tried it for a little while, but i was just fooling myself. ha. anyway, i do know eventually i'll get through this stressful time, look back and think about how i got so worked up for no reason...but right now, the present is draining me and exhausting me.

in other news, i'll be in chicago in 3 days. holla. and one of my best friends is getting married in a week and one day, including today. wish me luck on my toast...

i'll give it a try for now.

i'm not the greatest writer, but who cares, right? and what exactly goes in a blog? i'm not quite sure right now, but i'm guessing i'll figure it out.