i'm overwhelmed. it's that simple. i get so jealous of those people who can just say "don't worry about it, it'll be fine" because i've never been able to think like that. i tried it for a little while, but i was just fooling myself. ha. anyway, i do know eventually i'll get through this stressful time, look back and think about how i got so worked up for no reason...but right now, the present is draining me and exhausting me.
in other news, i'll be in chicago in 3 days. holla. and one of my best friends is getting married in a week and one day, including today. wish me luck on my toast...